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10 Things About Man .......

There might be some women said they can live without a man. However, can not be denied, other than the things they can do themselves, women also love some things in a man.

Here, these are 10 things about man that could make woman down on their knee :D

1. Body shape. The difference between female and male body shape is very seductive. Bigger hands, larger chest and a sturdy body of a man can make woman feels protected while they are nearby each other. More masculine facial features and strong muscles is the physical form that made him look provocatively sexy.

2. The ability to do things that a woman can not do. For example, the physical strength of men make them more powerful to lift heavy things or keeping insects away, that very disgusting for some women.

3. Sensitive side. When seeing a man cry, every woman must have felt that she had won his heart. Tears are signs of extreme intimacy, and the fact that he is concerned and trust you. Sensitive side of the a man describes his softness and surely will melt woman's heart.

4. Body scent. The typical scent after shower, their aftershave scent, cologne and their typical natural body scent is a very attractive side of a man and can be a very seductive part.





5. Brain. Scientifically, male brain is different from the female brain. That is the cause why more men tend to like sports, technology and technical issues that are difficult for women to like. Differences in masculine and feminine is what makes men special in women's eyes.

6. Sense of humor. Women love a man with a sense of humor and jokes more. Through a sense of humor, a man exudes charm that makes them easy to laugh and not too serious.

7. Protective. For example the manner how a man protects a woman when crossing the road or how a man help a woman down the ramp will make women feel flattered. Although adult women can protect their self, a man's attention will make a woman feels special.

8. Clothes. Typical clothe such as a blue striped shirt or sweater, which reveal their body shape can make the woman often look at him like crazy.

9. Logical thinking. Unlike women, men greatly influenced logic and reason rather than emotion. Although in a very upset condition, most men are able to stay calm in front of the woman who might has been out of control. This calmness that makes a woman feel more secure.

10. Desire on the woman he loves. This one maybe will only can be seen when a couple are growing older. When the man still try to maintain their passion eventhough there might be many phisically changes, that will surely make a woman feel so special and flattered.

So, are you agree with this? Any thoughts will be so appreciated.

I Miss You

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It's very late now here while I'm writing this... Nearly 1 o'clock when I started to write... But still can't sleep even though i close my eyes since about 2 hours ago. I miss you so much Mark. And as it was before, I have made it worse by playing these songs. This "My Love" by Westlife, we sung it together in karaoke place when you were here. And this "Claudine" ... piano instrumental played by Maxim Mvrica, it's soooooooooo romantic, whoaaaaa...!!! Feels like you were here dancing with me every time I'm listening to it.

The other 2 songs, "I do" and "I Wanna Grow Old With You", both sung by Westlife, would be beautiful for our wedding song ;-)

God, hurry up time... I cant wait for September, when you'll be here again by then, for my lil brother's wedding, Idul Fitri day, and my birthday as well. I miss you so much Mark David Gerlach...



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Yes ! We Are Soulmates !

Me and my boyfriend often couldnt believe it, but we did ! We are far away in distance but many ways to communicate today. We're talking on phone, facebooking, and also chat on messenger. When me and Mark chat on messenger, many coincidences happened. We often typed the same words and sent those words at the same times :D Or sometimes our thoughts are the same, but we sent different words. Still have the same meaning though.

And guess what... Right now, while I'm writing this post, we even read the same article in Jakarta Post ! I didnt know that before I asked Mark what "landed house" means. And we were soooooooo surprised as we're looking at the same article. Here, I share some of my chatting with Mark :

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mark : yeah think the same feel the same want the same
me : btw, what is landed house means?
mark : amazing you are looking at the same thing on jakarta post site
me : ooooooooooooohhhhhh
mark : about retired bule now allowed to own property there
me : you mean, now you look on the same news in jakarta pos?
mark : I am looking at that to
me : ooooooooooohhhh realyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????
mark : yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
me : God, its so amazing you know that
mark : it is I cant believe we do this all the time
me : yeah, unbelievable but we do
mark : all the time btw landed means you live in it not for investment
me : means you own the house to live in ...



I'm writing this post even I havent finished chatting with Mark. (I ask Mark to wait for me to finish my writing :D) Its because I really cant believe it ! So, tell me, does it mean we are true soulmates ?

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone

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IT'S TRUE!!!!

These are 12 ways to know that you love someone. Read carefully from twelve down to number one and you will find out that I'm telling you the truth !



TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you. You see only him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number 7 is missing.

ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH ! YOU KNOW WHO YOU LOVE THE MOST !

2 Precious Boys in My Life

I have a son born in August 2004, so he's almost 6 years old now. He's very cute and awesome ! He's in kindergarten school now and will be in elemantary school next few months. His name is Rifky but we call him Kiki. And my 2nd boy is Mark. He's very important in my life. Like I've told you here, I met him on net and love each other so much.

Well, just to show that I'm very proud of them so I will let you guys see some pictures of my 2 precious boys. And here they are :)

Look! Very cute isn't he?


I like Kiki in longer hair but should get his hair shorter as he's soon in elementary school.


People often thought that he was a girl... lol.


Kiki looks older than his age in this picture.


Still looks cute even when he's sleeping !


It's Mark in my house.


Big Teddy Bear.


Mark and Kiki on Solo Steam Loco.

Happy family...Someday

Never Ever Lie to a woman

A man called home to his wife and said, "Darling , I have been asked to go fishing up in Canada with my boss & several of his friends. We'll be gone for a week. This is a good opportunity for me to get that promotion I've been wanting, so could you please pack enough clothes for a week and set out my rod and fishing box, we're leaving from the office & I will swing by the house to pick my things up". "And oh! Please pack my new blue silk pyjamas."

The wife thinks this sounds a bit fishy but being the good wife she is, did exactly what her husband asked. The following weekend he came home a little tired but otherwise looking good. The wife welcomed him home and asked if he caught many fish ? He said, "Yes! Lots of salmons, some bluegills, and a few swordfishes. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk pyjamas like I asked you to Do?"

You'll love the answer,guys......

The wife answered, 'I did, dear. They're in your fishing box !!! ...'



Got that ? ;)
So..... Never Ever Lie To A Woman... lol

Long Distance Love

This is the story about me and my boyfriend. I met him online almost a year ago from some social network. He's an Aussie. At the moment, we can only communicate through internet and also by phone.

But I'm so excited to hear that he will come over soon, to visit me, by this end of October. So now all we do is counting down the days... lol.

I know its not that easy to keep long distance relationship. But we're trying hard to make it. All we need is to understand each other and to trust each other as well. Too much jelousy is not good, and we believe that.

That is why I try to always tell him about what's going on in my life. Even I told him about my first love I met back through facebook. And he was ok with that. (I'm not gonna cheat on him tough...lol).

I have a good feeling with this guy. I dont know if it was fate or was only a coincidence. But we have many things we like the same. Movies, foods, songs (Lucky by Jason Mraz and Claudine by Maxim Mrvica) and few more things.

One thing that we have tottaly different... He's so big and I'm so tiny, haha... He's 185 cm / 108 kg, and I'm only 162 cm / 50 kg. But I think that wouldnt be a problem for us. Well, to all of you guys, please send us good lucks so we can really make it. Because I LOVE HIM so much...